Binge Eating Disorder

Question
I just finished "bingeing"... and feel extremely sick.  It was around 1600 calories, and has been happening (on that scale of caloric intake) for about 3 weeks straight now, always ALWAYS followed by "promises" to be "good" tomorrow (and restrict), restricting for the first part of the day, feeling exhausted by night and overeating again.  I honestly want to become an "Intuitive Eater," and that is my ultimate goal for myself... but for some reason, I just cannot bring myself to start fresh.  I was planning on "starting" following my dietary exchanges as planned by my nutritionist starting tomorrow (since today I restricted all morning and afternoon due to a binge last night) but then I just binged now, and am horrified that the cycle will endure.

My main concern is my weight.  I have gone from 110 pounds in July to a whopping 116 right now... and that was on a relatively empty stomach.  I have cut back on my excessive exercise (I was doing over 2 hours a day) since my nutritionist recommended it, and now the weight is flying upwards out of control.  Each pound I gain and each inch I grow is discouraging, but seems to make the cycle worse.

My main question is, should I restrict what I eat to "make up" for tonight and the past 6 pounds, or should I eat normally tomorrow, face the weight gain of about 2 pounds from this past week, and continue eating regularly?  I'm only 5'2", and when I weigh in at 118, I am scared I am unhealthy at this weight! Like at risk for disease or something, since that is INCREDIBLY high.  Even my nutritionist said I should aim for 105-110, but "weight's not the important thing" right now...Thanks, any help would be amazing.

Answer
hi Shannon.   I am sorry to hear about the pain & suffering you are going through right now.   I answered a previous question of yours a couple of weeks ago, but it shows that you never read it, so I would like to reply to this one first, to make sure that you are reading it.   This is a very detailed issue that you have brought up , and before I spend anymore time writing your answer, I want to know that you are indeed reading my answers!    Just send me a quick reply so I know you are getting this, and then I will respond.

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